Nomothetically .. !!

At times it seems like I am standing a few floors above the ground and observing people moving in rush, some laughing, some indulged in serious talks, some lonesome, some enthusiastic , all of them portraying a character that appears as a new color in the color palette with varying degrees of hue, saturation and brightness. And I am left wondered. Wondered over human nature and behavior. A million variant display is always wonderful and astonishing.

With unexpected variances, with undefined ranges and extremities, each one of them represents an almost one complete world in itself, each one of them so much and almost entirely different from the other, that I think of God as one true artist who never stops experimenting and throwing a challenge at Himself of creating another pure art which is not even (+/-)zero% similar to his already existing ones. Crikey !!!.

Everybody around me has always intrigued me for reasons not encountered within me before. I find each of my friends, each of the relations that I share with beings on this earth completely different from other. Each of them would give a new feel unmatched with any other. Its like there is one complete world inside everybody, which has its own mortality and immortality, which defines his world around, which gives reasons to him to perceive, its just one complete self in him.

And I don't know why on the grounds of some senses in me that say 'one world in everybody' do I have it in me of justifying everyone, at my heart, for doing or thinking whatsoever? for probably that is what they are supposed to do or be like or think like as they are exhibiting a complete different world of being.

For one might be estranged to know that I really don't mind justifying at moments someone like a rapist, a murderer, a smuggler or one who smokes up or many such ones probably. While I really condemn rape, murder, smuggle and smoke-up.

I don't know if it is seeming to you that I am creating a null thought effect by just contradicting my own words. Am I really doing so ?? I really don't know an answer to that. Its how I felt saying like.